feel life

Before reading the article, let me show you a video:

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[separator]I saw this video in school last week. I thought it was an ordinary MV, but tears fell unconsciously. It reminds me of my lost feelings, reminds me of my grandfather, reminds me of my lost middle school life, and reminds me of the love I should have had.

When I was in junior high school, I liked to lie down by the window and look at the drizzle outside, thinking about problems amidst the sound of the rain hitting the ground. I am a person who is extremely sensitive to emotions. I am often affected by the environment and think of things from the past.

My grandfather passed away in junior high school. After he passed away, I gradually realized his existence. He has always occupied a place in my heart. Although I never exchanged a few words with him, I can understand how difficult it was for him. How much bitterness a person has to go through in his life to reach the end of his life, and how much impact those accumulated memories will have when triggered in an instant. Who will fulfill his unfulfilled wish? The regrets accumulated over the past 70 years.

Every step you take will leave a mark. Everyone has a different mark. Those are everyone's most precious possessions. No matter poor or rich, everyone has an unbearable past behind them. I long for the peaceful love in the film, but I am pursuing luxury.

Yesterday, I was walking on the campus of Wenyi. The rain was pouring down, which gave me the illusion of being in junior high school. The ignorant feelings and simple pursuit at that time have become more and more burdensome in recent years. Still remember what I said at that time: I like you, can I get that feeling back again?

How long have I not listened quietly to the noise outside the window before going to bed? How long have I not watched the sparse rain hitting the rocks? How long have I not been by the river listening to the sound of the stream flowing? How long have I not calmed down to think about my life? How long have I not heard the call of my heart. In this rapidly developing world, shouldn't we give ourselves some time to feel life, experience the world, and listen to our souls?