Soaring vanity

I don't know when my vanity has surged so much. I know that this is not my ambition, so why am I still upset and disappointed about it?

Although it was indeed my own mistake that prevented me from rising to the top, whether or not I rise to the top does not affect my life; it's just that I lack a title.
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I know I don't need him, and even if I had him, I wouldn't fulfill my responsibilities well, so why do I still feel regret? I don't know when my vanity surged so wildly that it became uncontrollable. Two years of smooth sailing in university have changed my mindset. I need to quickly find my former self and accept the ordinary.

Opportunities only come once; don't regret losing one. Learn from the experience and make sure the next opportunity doesn't slip away. Find your former self, let go of restlessness, be grounded and enterprising, and keep moving forward.